"LET ME"

By Kattie Dougherty

(Published By Cowphonics Music; BMI/Samovar Groovathon Music; BMI)
I'm trying to shut my voice off
Trying to shut up
My face expresses the feelings
But silence will cut it off

CHORUS
'Cause if you let me
I will dominate the conversation
And if you let me
I'll envelope you in my situation

I'm facing some kind of seclusion
The only way that I know
And it may be a delusion
But somehow I've got to go

CHORUS
'Cause if you let me
I will dominate the conversation
And if you let me
I'll envelope you in my situation

I don't like it when I do that
I don't like it when I do that
I don't like it when I do that

I'm trying to shut my voice off
Trying to shut up
If the door was half-way open
Give me a chance and I'll blow it off

CHORUS
'Cause if you let me
I will dominate the conversation
And if you let me
I'll envelope you in my situation

I don't like it when I do that
I don't like it when I do that
I don't like it when I do that



"YOU"

By Kattie Dougherty

(Published By Cowphonics Music; BMI/Samovar Groovathon Music; BMI)
When you smoke that cigarette
I want one too
I want to be like you

When you smile like that
I want to lick your lips too
I want some of that too
I want some of that too

When you shake your hips like that
I want to shake mine too
I want some of that too

When you tap your foot like that
I want to suck your big toe too
I want some of that too
I want some of that too



"PUSHED"

By Sharon Gavlick

(Published By Cowphonics Music; BMI/Samovar Groovathon Music; BMI)

You got a way that keeps me spinnin' and I'm thrown off that you still want me around 'roun, 'roun, 'roun
Think about a time when we really didn't do much thinkin'
We had words but I didn't hear a sound, sound, sound, sound

So how am I gonna find my way out
How am I gonna find my way back
When you're keepin' time and I just seem to stop tickin'

Well, I've got the kind of heart that keeps on breakin'
And we pick it up when I leave it on the floor, floor, floor, floor
You got a mighty long arm but it's just not reachin'
I'm asking less but still I've got to have more, more, more, more

So how am I gonna find my way out
How am I gonna find my way back
When I've got the type of love that I hate missing

I'm pushed forward/Not turned on, Pushed forward/Not turned on,
Pushed forward/Not turned on, Pushed forward...........................
What do I see with you in my eye
All this time passin' me by
Just one grandchild before I die
Strange behavior when you're not a guy and pushed forward.......................

Well, we can't go on with all this startin' and stoppin'
Life is long when death is what you feel, feel, feel, feel
We go for a walk and I just take off runnin'
They say settle down but I don't think that I will, will, will, will

So how am I gonna find my way out
How am I gonna find my way back ...when I'm

Pushed forward/Not turned on, Pushed forward/not turned on
Pushed forward/Not turned on, Pushed forward/not turned on
Pushed forward/Not turned on, Pushed forward/Not turned on
Pushed forward/Not turned on, Pushed forward............................
What do I see with you in my eye
All this time passin' me by
Just one grandchild before I die
Pray for me and stop your crying



"SMOKING YOU AWAY"

By Kattie Dougherty

(Published By Cowphonics Music; BMI/Samovar Groovathon Music; BMI)

I hope to be with you again
Even though I haven't spoken
I think I want to be your friend
Even though my hands aren't open

I blow you out and I blow you in again (4x)

Sometimes I wonder how you're life has gone
I wonder if you wonder about mine
Even though I don't leave my lights on
You know I'd somehow find the time

I don't even know you now (6x)

I think I like to walk the streets at night
The dark is not the same alone
I walk those streets with angry spite
'Cause now you're gone, now you're gone



"TIME"

By Sharon Gavlick

(Published By Cowphonics Music; BMI/Samovar Groovathon Music; BMI)

I want you
It's fire and water in the wishing well
I stepped through the air and got earth in my eye
The breeze points through
The circleline it spreads divine
The heart does bleed into vivisections you must escape
Your mind will digress
Step down from heaven its an awful mess

North, east, south and west
Bone to ashes to bone
I breathe all the time
Exhale away
For the journey to my home

Time will wait
We bend it, we watch it, it's what we kill
The night to create
An inviting passage before the alarm
Stay awake for the death-defying time of your life
And then you'll see, that dark is light
And helps the bruise of the morning to heal

Seek, obtain, resist
Take receive no fear
Billions of stars and millions of tears
Watch them shine alone

Turn the key
It opens then locks the soul in a cage
Of flesh I feel
Together and alone we must reveal
We must reveal
We must reveal

Death from life we part
Spoke falls from the wheel
Live in the hearts of those you leave behind
And you will never die

We must reveal
We must reveal
We must reveal



"HELL"

By Kattie Dougherty and Sharon Gavlick

(Published By Cowphonics Music; BMI/Samovar Groovathon Music; BMI)

Joseph you said it
You quoted from Shiite
Joseph I read it
And I'm groping I'm groping from the sight
And Joseph you said it
Oh comfort me I'm groping from the sight

When your Beloved says be gone

Joseph I read it
You quoted from some f***** Shiite
Joseph and I regret it
Because the story has become a story of mine

That's when your Beloved says be gone

(DEATH MARCH)
You pushed me far from home
Abandoned I created Hell
I thought that I saw you there
But I only think alone
What will this haunting show
Once you've taken all my soul
It's Hell to walk alone

That's when your Beloved says be gone
That's when your Belvoed says be gone



"NIGHTLY"

By Sharon Gavlick

(Published By Cowphonics Music; BMI/Samovar Groovathon Music; BMI)

Too much love in you girl
What do you expect from this world
Too much love
Why don't you keep some inside
Too much love in you girl
What are you dying to find
I don't know but in love I'm a fool I go blind
I don't know but in love I'm a fool I go blind

Too much love in you babe
Is what he kept sayin' to me
Too much love
Why can't you get what you need
Well, I need a place in this world
Where in love I can live
If I think of doin' without it, it's an awful long time to give
If I think of doin' without it, it's an awful long time

Nightly, my heart flaps out
With it's hooks looking for something to love
Nightly, my heart flaps out
With it's hooks looking for something to love
Nightly, my heart flaps out
With it's hooks looking for something to love

(REPEAT VERSE AND CHORUS)



"MARY'S CRY"

By Kattie Dougherty

(Published By Cowphonics Music; BMI/Samovar Groovathon Music; BMI)
Dad, her picture
Hangs in your room
Dad, I am the fool
That you never knew

I am not her
I am glad
I have a picture
That you can have

What do I owe?
What do I owe to you?
What do I owe?
What do I owe to you?

Dad, you have three
But you acknowledge one
Dad, there is me
And your only son

What is it about her
That I don't have
Just take my picture
That's all I ask

What do I owe?
What do I owe to you?
What do I owe?
What do I owe to you?



"LITTLE LEAVER"

By Kattie Dougherty and Sharon Gavlick

(Published By Cowphonics Music; BMI/Samovar Groovathon Music; BMI)

Little Leaver I forgot what we're all about
Little Leaver I found out in the nick of time
Little Leaver you stopped me when I felt like tryin'
Little Leaver you gave up and I felt like dyin'

You let me down, you let me down, you let me down...

You're goin' away now and you're leavin' town
I can't get my way now 'cause you won't take me along
And I hate to say it but I got to see you again

Little Leaver I found out what we're all about
Little Leaver we wasted so much time
Little Leaver we believed but it felt like lyin'
Little Leaver you left me nothin' but cryin'

You let me down, you let me down, you let me down...

You've gone away now but you linger on
But I'll get my way now 'cause I want you gone
And I hate to say it but you never tried at all

I got my way now and I'm not forlorn
And I hate to say it but I'd take you on
'Cause I can walk away now when you come to find me again



"COAL BLACK HAIR"

By Kattie Dougherty

(Published By Cowphonics Music; BMI/Samovar Groovathon Music; BMI)
Coal black hair
Sitting, writing, scowling
Traces of happiness
Appear, disappear with fear
Of being exposed
By stains of clear reaching
ItŐs the seeking that I see
From him to me (3x)

CHORUS
I take it in
and it sends...

Coal black hair
Sitting, writing, sighing
Traces of awareness
As you wash the feeling
From your mind
ItŐs a sign of the reaching
That I see
From him to me

CHORUS
Coal black hair
Sitting, writing, trying



"MOTORHEAD"

By Sharon Gavlick

(Published By Cowphonics Music; BMI)

Life isn't always free
It pays to exit once you've had enough
Still there's one place I'd rather be
Behind the wheel feelin' really tough
Come on keep up with me
Change lanes travel where I choose
Time is mine when I speed
You can pass me but you cannot lead

I take the challenge to be tough (On the open road)
Don't think I'll ever get enough (Of this up n' go)
I take the challenge to be tough
In my front seat as life rolls by
When I drive, and I drive
Drive! Drive! Drive!

700 Miles I'm home
Find new answers to why I roam
Park but I can't stay there
Pull away to see where I come from
Back on the road I go
So many signs telling me to slow
Heavy with my foot I laugh
All alone with a tank of gas

(REPEAT CHORUS)

Strap in for one more cruise
Straight ahead into the setting sun
And if this ride doesn't last
I can only hope for a fiery crash
When I drive, and I drive
And I drive
And take the challenge to be tough



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